12 Steppin in CTown

God is Great. All the time. Have you ever been too an Alcoholic Anonymous meeting or a Narcotic Anonymous meeting? I have. Have you ever been experienced? I have. The concept of the meetings are to control your addiction to booze or drugs, AND to get honest, if possible, with thyself.

Honesty, now that's a concept. The meetings I've attended the majority of the people are trying to get honest with their inner demons, but theirs a handful that are full of BS. By going to some of these meetings I've got to know some of the gist of things,like the sayings, Live an Let Live, One Day at a Time an so on. By saying there are some frauds in the halls of the Fellowship, one might think I'm taking someone else is inventory, but ye of little faith I am not. I'm just annoyed at how a couple of junkie/dealers can get a ninety day chip and think that makes everything better. Thirty years with a habit and ninety days clean, hmm let's do the math. A thirty year habit doesn't clear up in ninety days. It takes one day at a time working the twelve step program with vigilance.

This is a ramble on about a couple of pushers that have seen the light of day, the names have been changed to protect the GUILTY.

What cracks me up is there's the so-called “new comer” in the halls sprouting how God is Great and all kinds of other BS. Again I understand you have to take step one to get to step two. They get up at the podium and start sprouting how great they feel and what a great life it is to be clean and sober. It truly is a gift to get threw one day at a time clean and sober, while fighting those inner demons. I truly believe this. A thirty year drug addiction doesn't end when you get a ninety day chip, but it's a start, you have to start somewhere. But for the couple that I know, God is Great All the Time, and their ranting and raving about sobriety is a bit sickening almost to the point where I feel like puking. Try telling that to the parents of the kids you two knuckleheads infected by selling O C's to them and the rest of the teenage kids that hung out down and around Main street. The kids went from O C's right to dope but God is Great All the Time. Isn't he? Just ask Sid and Nancy they'll tell you their Higher Power is the Greatest.

What ruffled my feathers was this chick putting on face book how great it was to be clean and sober an God is this an that. Blah Blah Blah. What a BS artist her and her boyfriend are, they both moved from Ctown, actually Nancy was told to leave after her arrest, when her and a couple of her relatives got raided and the game was over for Charlestowns own American Gangster, but in true Townie fashion Nancy started chirpin like a canary and pointing the finger at everybody she could think of that could help her get out of jail free, including her relatives that are still breaking rocks for the state. It worked, she's been free for awhile while everyone else stays behind the wall. In true Nancy fashion she tried to blame and make things up about innocent people and in true Charlestown flavor she was believed by the neighborhood idiots until the real truth came out and their was paper work on our beloved Nancy. Paperwork being transcripts that had our beloved American Gangster ratting on anyone and everyone word for word transcripts.

Sid an Nancy have been living the high life, hanging out down at CVS every day on the benches, preaching how great life is without any substance abuse. Duh. No bleepin bleep Dick Tracy. They got their sunglasses on laying back catching some rays, life is good for the two, I think I'll name them in this article as Sid Vicious and his girlfriend Nancy. If you hadn't figured that out yet. Ha Ha. Only Nancy was the kingpin here on Main street, you needed an Oxy you came to her as she stumbled on her balcony to accommodate the next customer.

I believe Nancy truly messed up a lot of young kids lives with drug dealing and some of those kids can't seem to get the program or grasp more than a few days, weeks, months of clean time before those demons in their heads come screaming back. This is what ruffles my feather when I see a young guy or gal at a meeting struggling for that elusive life they once seem to have. Then you have Miss Fellowship sprouting how great life is because her higher power loves her more than yours loves you.

People get clean and some go one extreme to the other, they become crusaders for the cause or bible beaters, and back in the day they were trick turning whores for their next fix. I just can't stand the higher than mighty attitude that Sid an Nancy have, cruisin the streets of Charlestown heading to the benches in the mall with their condescending look on their faces. It bothers me because I know and have friends with demons running around in their empty heads an they struggle an struggle and still lose the battle for that day.

The halls in the fellowship are getting younger and younger. The power of prayer does work, I firmly believe that, I'm living proof.

God is Great All the Time.

Peace, Love, an Joy,
Mudder.